Palpitate

Stories, love, unfortunate events, hatred, gossip, family all of these things we deal with everyday we breath. This past year I get this feeling I cannot explain. It is as if you want the entire world to fall on you. I guess you could say I fell in love, like they've always said, "First Cut is the Deepest," although I never actually thought I would ever have to feel that. I am going to be straight-forward now I am not going to be your average write where they try and watch their grammar and how you could make things sound good I am stating the way I see things. Yes, i've been completely heartbroken these past months it is funny how a guy could actually hurt you so badly as a matter of fact. To think about what he has put me through I constantly get PALPITATION. I went through this emotional break-up a few months ago what absoloutely blows the most is when you trust this guy for four years, and three weeks later this bastard has a girlfriend. Your insides just blow up right there and then. Finding out a new girl was hard enough finding out news was quite tough as well, but what hurt the most is realizing the person you were in love with, is in love with somebody else, yeah I was crushed. I did things that I should not have done when I found out, although I felt it was the only thing I could do to keep my mom on off of him. I began partying, running into deadbeats, and getting into unreasonable trouble. I woke up now realizing I am not your typical average girl I am not like everyone else something about me is actually different. As the days went on I realize who my true friends actually are, sadly I have nobody left, it came to show I did not have a true friend, the people who I thought were are as usual out looking for "WHAT'S GOING DOWN TONIGHT PEOPLE." Well you know what peace to you guys as well I am a strong person and I will manage to live.